This is the third time I've been at this house with this iMac. Andy's cousin does give brilliant advice. I'm always afraid of asking things, even if I know the answer already. I just get so nervous. I swear I'm a wreck whenever it comes to things that can go wrong. Ironic how sometimes it is because of my nervousness/nervosity that things do go wrong.
Or maybe I'm just blind. Everything I am and everything in me wants to be the one you wanted me to be. I couldn't pull it off though. I have no idea what I'm talking about. I was listening to Weezer - Glorious Day today and I was like, "Wow, what a great idea!" [which also happened to be the slogan for Safety Commissioner in sixth grade]. But what I was talking about was the lyrics Gonna make it last/Never mind the past/Livin' for today. So I'm gonna start living for today. I've lost sight of the road I've embarked on. Besides, there's nothing you can do about the past except learn from it. This is pretty boring.
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within. The sun goes down I feel the light betray me. If you wanna read something that isn't incredibly soporific [look that word up, too; it'll be useful] then read the entry from 21:27 Friday, January 03, 2003.